just me and my baby

what's up dudes ! i had my first iced coffee in weeks (after my early spring cornholioing) and am psyched now ! what's up ! hey !

i didn't update yesterday because i called out of work. reunion finally caught up to me. i called out at 7:30 and went back to sleep and slept until like 2:30, which is a feat for me. i'm not that much of a sleeper and i never sleep that late.



on tuesday night, mouse came over so we could get caught up on doctor who. we watched the first episode of the weeping angel two parter. i was a little bummed because they brought back both the angels and the doctor's wife, which makes me think that this entire season will just be a rehashing of the previous seasons (and like, doctor who involves a certain amount of rehashing by nature, but do they really need to bring back cool original stuff and turn it into the next daleks or cyberman?). that said, the first part was pretty good. the part where amy was in the trailer with the angel video was genuinely scary, and there were some super funny moments.



i'm not really sold on matt smith yet but i'm learning to like him. i thought david tennant did a great job but i was never a HUGE fan or anything, so maybe i'm just overly critical of new doctors.

mouse also seems to be doing well. he apparently is not as bendy as the last time he went to yoga, so i'm not sure WHEN he'll achieve his ultimate yoga goal, which is sucking a gallon of water up his ass.

after that, christina caught up on gossip girl and i tormented her while she watched it, as usual. this time i made a gossip girl twitter for our apartment. it's been a little rough because i've only seen like 5 episodes and i'm usually talking while they're on. now that i've gotten the hang of it though i may have to add mouse into the mix or maybe mention myself because christina and pizza don't really do that much intriguing shit.


the blonde gossip girl is the most beautiful gossip girl of them all

yesterday i slept all day and kind of did nothing all day. i watched some DVR'd futurama (kind of a bummer, i haven't mastered fast forwarding yet so i occasionally see commercials for comedy central stuff and my brain melts a little) and checked out my class schedule for summer online. i haven't been back to school in awhile, is it normal for them to change class times 29382039 times?

i initially signed up for two classes, and my schedule was like this:

MW 6:30pm-8:45pm Elementary German I
TR 6:00pm-7:00pm History of the United States to 1865

that's pretty good, right? four days a week, but only one class per night and only one late night ! but when i checked yesterday, the german class had been changed, so my schedule was:

MTWR 7:30-8:45 Elementary German I
TR 6:00pm-7:00pm History of the United States to 1865

sooooo now the german class is every day, so i have 2 classes per night 2 days a week (which makes those nights a total bust) and one class in the middle of the evening for no reason on the other 2 nights. don't get me wrong, i'm not complaining about a few hours of free school a week, but i was definitely trying to ease myself back in and picked a comfortable, easy schedule that wouldn't immediately ruin the social life i'm pretending i have as the premise of this complaint !

jeez.

before you feel too sorry for me, this is also a six week summer session. and they're online classes so i don't even have to wear pants.

i'm back at work now, finishing a few things up. today is my yearly review and i'm oddly nervous. i know that i've been um, crankier in the past few months, and i've also been uncooperative with my annoying coworker, but i don't think it should be a big deal. probably? since i have extreme anxiety i can only be sure that i am going to get the most fired and most criticized ever, even if i didn't do anything wrong, but it did take me awhile to come up with those two criticisms of my performance. i guess my biggest fear about a review is my boss bringing up a shortcoming i wasn't even aware of? but i can't imagine that if i was truly fucking up, she wouldn't have talked to me already.



that picture reminds me that i was talking to my aunt about my anxiety a couple of years ago, which i referred to as cyclical anxiety, and she said it sounded just like her. and also now refers to it as her sickle cell anxiety by accident.

p.s. will one of you tell me what happens on lost when it's over so i don't have to watch it?

you've given me nothing but shadoe stevens

i have to make this quick because i have a meeting in 20 minutes ! i was vaguely freaking out because i was asked at the last minute to explain something i don't know about at the meeting, but i figured it out and it should be fine, unless people ask me serious questions. basically, it's a thing you have to take a training class to do so no one else can do it without the class (literally, they won't have permission in our system), and i took the class last year but i only use one facet of the training, and i have to explain the other one i haven't thought about since the class. vague and boring, i know !

yesterday i had this big plan to drop my laundry off and go to the grocery store and stuff after work, so i got a car and went to pick up my cellphone at work (where i'd left it) and realized that i'd left my laundry at home. ahhhh. unfortunately i am super stubborn about backtracking, so basically i paid $10 for a car (and $10 to put gas in it because the last person left it empty !) to get my phone from work and pick up my birth control at cvs, which factually would be like.. a 20 minute walk. boooooo.


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i don't really know why i'm so stubborn about backtracking. like, if i leave to go to the bank to deposit a check and realize i forgot to bring the check, i will just turn around and go home and go do it some other day. once i lock my apartment door and get outside, i refuse to go back in. raining with no umbrella? guess i'm getting soaked. grocery store with no list? guess i'm getting pop tarts and v8 !



yesterday was a good day at work- i had a ton of stuff on my to-do list and i finished everything but two things. i was super exhausted when i got home but i willed myself to stay awake, which ended in me going to bed at 9:30pm and uh, waking up at 11:30pm. before and after i went to sleep, i leveled my priest a little with paul and got some BoA gear. have i told you guys about my character names? my main is a rogue named harridan (a shrew-like woman !), my paladin is named saltpeter (potassium nitrate, which people believed was given to soldiers to keep them from getting boners), and now my priest is named solanas, after ye olde valerie solanas, author of the scum manifesto.



bleh. this morning i had to go pick up parking passes for my event, and i stopped and got my coworkers munchkins (fun fact: when i worked at dunkin donuts, almost every single person called these "munchkin holes" when they ordered them instead of munchkins or donut holes) and it was like, the biggest mistake ever. it's a mixture between

1) WHERE DID THESE COME FROM WHO BROUGHT THESE WHERE DID THESE COME FROM WHAT ARE THEY FOR???????
and
2) OH MY GOD THIS IS SO BAD I'M SO BAD WHO BROUGHT THESE THIS IS SOOOOOO BAD OMGGG CHOCOLATE OMG CATHY THIS IS SOOOOO BAD I'M SO BADDDDDDDDDDDD UGH

ultimate regret ! okay, i have to go to that meeting now. blehhhh.